Tarot One.

Crystals placed- red calcite & rose quartz

Goal- Heart opening toward others

Card pulled- Five of Wands reversed

When reversed this card can mean trickery, contradiction, litigation, disputes.

Interpretation- Maybe I am not ready the way I think I am. I have caught myself in the last month wanting to partake in behavior that I know is toxic and unbecoming. I recognized that in the moment but did not completely shut down the thoughts. That behavior did include trickery and did not reflect the person I am working so hard on becoming. That is where the contradiction lies. How can I work so hard to be better but still allow myself to entertain such "old me" behavior? There certainly was a dispute within my heart at that time.

So maybe instead of allowing these contradictions, I should listen solely to what I know is right in my heart.

How can I open my heart to others when I still have a habit of ignoring my own?

02/09/2023