Questioned.

How?

How could I be such a fool?

A fool to open my mind

My body

My soul

To a distrusting energy like you

When?

When did it go from innocence to searching for faults?

Faults in my words

In my actions

In the way that I love

Why?

Why did you let them infiltrate you?

They got inside of your mind

They took away your belief in me

And worst of all,

They allowed you

Convinced you

To think that I had explored a world outside of

you and I

Well

At least I know now

That your trust was never in me

It was in other people,

People who fed you lies.

But that's exactly what they were, just lies

So me?

I'll continue to sleep well at night

Knowing that I didn't look you in the eyes while spewing those lies

And knowing, knowing well

That those lies weren't mine.

02/26/2019